Posted on January 7, 2008 @ 1:48 PM under Life Stuffs, Rants.
Tags: andropause, condition, dbs, depression, dystonia, father, health, life, medical
Like Ivy said, I think I’m going through andropause which could have started a little early for me because of Deep Brain Stimulation surgeries I had in 2004. There are days when I’m very irritable, angry, tired and unmotivated despite that I’m taking an anti-depressant, and I’m also at that age for a mid-life crisis. When that strikes, it would be quite serious since I have depression. I’m hoping that it would just pass me by or go through it quickly, because I can’t afford to both financially and medically; that is, I can’t afford to not work, and I can’t just try any other anti-depressant because of my Dystonia.
The ol’ man isn’t helping at all, either. You see, I’m very sensitive to sounds when I’m not doing so well physically and emotionally, but he raises his voice (and he’s very loud) even in the mornings I need to sleep in because of my condition — for nothing. I’d write a book on how inconsiderate and insensitive he is!